My blog is kinda dead. I haven't posted in a long while, but then again, my tagboard seems really lively with anons and all the nice friends tagging in my defence, hey thanks that's very nice (:

But not quite needed, since I never really bothered about how people think of me. And how people look at me. Hate me or love me, that's entirely your choice, and i don't really care. (unless of course if you're someone that important in my life)

Okay, so everyone's down with the lethal PW-disease.
I ain't the only one who's not blogging.
PW PW PW PW getamped PW PW PW PW PW getamped.
That's basically what my life is about at the moment.
And my aerospace proposal to NTU got through (: the professor agreed to help me with my science project stuff.
Damn, it's really hard to imagine that there are actually such nice people out there. (or even around me)

EOYs coming, so.... good luck everyone.

That's all folks.

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Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

I promise i'll be the one you always wanted.
Forever and ever.

I'm finally updating.
Nothing much to update about my life actually.
Screwed up JCTs.
Ponning lots of stuff.
Doing nothing but PW.

Well okay then. JCTs, i did fine, as in i really did extraordinarily well, considering that i only spent like 6hours?7hours? studying. So that's the thing, sometimes when you put in considerably alot of effort, and then you don't get what you want.
And other times, you don't even bother, and then you do better.
You start wondering, so why should you put in that much effort, since the end might still be the same? Or your efforts might not even pay off? Or they might even go wasted? Then why would you still be doing things like such.

Then for my PDP, I ran for a post impulsively, and surprisingly I got the post (of a project coordinator). I doubt i deserve it really, but then I have to do it, I'll give it my best shot.
That's the same for Project Work i bet for many people, it's probably the same, we don't really care what kind of results we get at the end, but since we're already doing it. Might as well give it our best shot?

So it's like in life, there're probably so many things that we have to do (though we don't want to) and thus we shall give it our best. Don't you think that's a really bad bad bad lame stupid reason to put in effort in a particular piece of work?

I don't know about you.
But I'm totally irritated by the me that I am now.

And CY is really the love. HA HA HA (this is for Raghav to read)

As life goes on,
I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out,
to apologize for things that I've done,
things that haven't occurred yet,
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for.

Transformers was way awesome.
I can't explain it but it's really the THING to dig.
It's too cool.
And kinda too cute.
And very very very chio. I mean you know.

And you know who you are, thanks for your company.
I really need everyday to be like today and life will definitely rock.
It's 12.50am now by the way, and there's school later on and in 5 hours' time I'm supposed to wake up.
Hopefully it'll really be the half day the school promised. I want a half day i seriously need a break from everything.
OCIP, PW, datelines, and more datelines. Damn.

And anyway, on the brighter side, I'm kinda glad I finished JCTs. I mean i know i'm going to fail many subjects, but i doubt i will need to see the principal. And i know you guys won't believe this, but i clocked less than 6 hours studying for JCTs believe me. But i guess sometimes, even with limited time, things won't be that bad as long as you stay calm and study smart and keep your cool and stuff.

:)

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