I used to always think that if there's something that i want really badly.
As long as i work really hard.
Or as long as i wait really patiently.
I'll get it.

Like for example, if i want good grades, if i put in some effort, concentrate and spend some time studying, I'll get it.
If i want an ipod nano, work hard, don't complain. I'll get it.

But it's only just recently, that i realized that there are some barriers that I'll never be able to overcome.
There are still some land that I'll never discover
Some things that I'll never get.

And that sucks.
Makes me feel so small.

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Anyway. Valentines' Day in 2 days.
1 day to be really specific since it's 12.41am now.
But I have nobody. So maybe I'll go town and sulk at all the couples. Point finger at those who look at me. DONT RUB IT IN DUDES. Don't think you guys are all that big just because you get to hug someone when it's cold, to talk to someone when you're lonely, to date and go shopping and all that lovey shit.
Idiots.
I got a mp4 today 2Gb which i bought WITH MY OWN MONEY :)
And 2 tops which cost 40 bucks which i bought WITH MY OWN MONEY :)
And i treat my parents to lunch and dinner yesterday WITH MY OWN MONEY :)
Feels great.
New year I might even get my cute lil nephew a hong bao. HAHA.

Today i went out with the two lamers. Han Wee and Shara.
Han Wee said Shara will be my fashion consultant.
Woooo.
I thought she might be able to do some makeover or something so that i'll be a chick magnet.
UNTIL
She said that i should wear jeans.
According to her, I'm already so short, wearing whatever shorts will make me look shorter.
OUCH
Broke my heart.
Damn.
SHARA if you read this.
I'll like you to know.
That I'm just joking :)
Just another one of my lame jokes. But of course. Not as lame as you two alright _o_
I'm just so envious that you got an ipod nano.
I'll get my dad or mother to get my the new sony walkman mp3 HMPF.
But i doubt they have the time anyway.
And my dad just got home.

I uploaded some photos. Check them out if you would.